God can't bless who you pretend to be or who you compare yourself to.

He can only bless you and the lane that was created for you.

I feel that for somebody.

You don't need no edge entity. You need boundaries. What? I don't need your likes. I don't need your elevation.

All I need is a God fighting for me that's there all things, all things.

All things.

Child.

Girl, listen, one of the things that I'd be struggling with I don't know if you struggle with them is trying to be consistently balanced in every area of my life

If I'm working out I'm not eating right if I'm eating right I'm not right. If things are good with the husband, the kids are falling apart.

Things are good with the kids. The husband is like, girl, where are you? I haven't seen you in forever.

Where's the girl that I met in 2014? I lost her. I don't know where she is.

Work, all of the different things that I am balancing often make me feel like I don't know

where to start. I don't know how to start. I don't know if I even have what it takes. And yet I take a deep breath and I remind

myself that consistency is achievable as long as I have my priorities in check, which means that I had to learn that putting myself as a priority

is not a betrayal to my priorities.

Oftentimes we are so busy trying to figure out what to prioritize that we don't even

consider that we need to be prioritized first. I remember the first time I

ever took a staycation. So my husband has this tea time that he goes on and it's a moment where he goes he recalibrates

He gets into the presence of God he spends time by himself. He's an only child until he needs time to himself to recalibrate. I wasn't an only child but I need time

to myself in order to recalibrate. I'm gonna be honest with you. The first time I told him I was going on

this vacation I was really jumping fly.

I was really trying to be like, you know what,

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