I don't know why nobody could answer this question for you, everybody knows this.

So you went to Vipassana.

That means you must just shut up and do it.

Not ask this question, that question.

You know, what is my handicap?

You want to know?

This question is from Decent Devan.

Respected Guruji, I am a Buddhist and a Vipassana practitioner.

I have a question which I have asked many Vipassana teachers and other gurus,

but everybody said that no one can answer this.

In one of your video you mentioned, and also it is said in Buddhism,

that rebirth is due to our unfulfilled desire or karma.

I accept this, but then a question arises.

Let us suppose I took birth for millions of times because of my karma desire.

But before my very first birth, there was no body, no mind, karma desire,

or nothing of me existed.

Then why and how that very first birth came to existence?

Now, even I am wondering about that about you.

Well, now you are a decent guy, I am like this, what are you doing?

Let's take that question further back.

It's not just about your birth.

Well, in the yogic culture, there are theories which are explained in the form of dialectical stories.

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