Okay, so as you know, Friday is usually a podcast drop for us and we were planning on doing

one full one for today, you know, the Joel Kwenville news came down late on Thursday night

and we're going to see what happens with Kevin Shevel Dayoff and his meeting with the

league on Friday.

So Jeff and I decided to wait until that was done and then we'll basically do something

Friday night for Saturday with all of our thoughts about the week and everything that went

down. For those of you who listened to Jeff's radio show, you heard how emotionally

he was on Thursday and I wanted to give him a break tonight because I wanted to make

a quick statement and I did want to do it by myself.

Look, I'm not feeling great. You know, I accept all criticism and complaints for how you

feel or don't feel I handled this over the past few weeks. I don't really look at social

but I'm not going to block my replies or send any angry DMs or mute or block anyone,

you know, whatever criticism there is, I take it. It's that simple and I feel terribly

about everything to be honest. You know, I think people wonder, you know, are you afraid

of losing your access or potential sources? It's not about that. It isn't, I get into

plenty of battles over things much smaller than this. I don't think, never mind, I don't

think. I know that was never the issue where I think I messed up here badly was I made

bad decisions on use of my time and what my priorities were. And you know, that's terrible

mistake. There's no other way to say it. Last year when the story broke in May, you know,

we're in the middle of the playoffs leading up to the draft and free agency. And what I

should have done was picked one over the other and I think we all know which one I should

have picked over the other, but I tried to do both and you can't do both. It's not that

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