97: More about me

Moments Podcast

Lexi Hidalgo

Kids & Family, Education, Health & Fitness, Self-improvement

5 • 4K Ratings

🗓️ 4 September 2023

⏱️ 40 minutes

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Summary

Some of the reasons I do the things I do and am am the way I am. My history with mental health, college, adhd and my family. Of course with a bunch of added word vomit

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0:00.0	Hello, my beautiful people, and welcome back to the Moments Podcast. It's currently Saturday.
0:05.5	This episode is coming out on Monday, and I was supposed to have it recorded by Wednesday.
0:11.9	I don't know what is wrong with me. I completely, I put the Q&A box on my Instagram story
0:16.6	on Wednesday to record, and I completely forgot. I have not forgotten to, well,
0:24.5	I've been late to recording my episodes, but I've never forgotten that I hadn't recorded an episode
0:29.1	ever in almost two years. Wow, almost two years we've had this podcast now coming up really soon.
0:35.9	That's insane. Where is the time going? Someone please let me know how it's September?
0:42.4	Absolutely not. I refuse to believe it. I think that freaking January 1st was yesterday.
0:48.8	Eight months, nine months have gone by. I just sent myself into a spiral. They always said like the
0:55.9	older you get, the faster time goes, and I didn't really ever expect it to be this fast.
1:02.4	And knowing that it's only going to get faster is absolutely terrifying. I need to soak in every
1:06.9	minute and every second that goes on. Wow, wake up girl. Okay. I did it me the spiral on the
1:14.7	fact, sorry, I'll be on it. Per usual, still in my mess phase, like still trying to figure out
1:20.4	what's going on with me and why everything feels kind of like a disaster, but at the same time so
1:27.1	good, I can't even put into words like the feeling that I've been feeling. It's not even like I'm in
1:32.6	this deep dark place where mentally I'm not happy because I am so happy. I almost don't know when
1:39.6	the last time I was this happy kind of what actually, I don't know, point is I'm extremely happy,
1:46.0	but at the same time, I feel like there's just not enough time and I have been
1:51.9	destroying myself with my thoughts. I mean, they have just been absolutely consuming me and
1:57.7	I was driving home from the new house today. We did a bunch of work there. It was so much fun.
2:03.4	And as I was sitting in the car, I was kind of realizing that I have been only dragging myself
2:10.4	down more mentally. I've been so what's the word I'm looking for? I've been so cooperative with
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