But I've had people hate me from high school. I've had in-laws, hate me. Like, my mother-law, hate me. He lives in a trailer. Why would you want to date him? They can move their house with their feet. Like for real, legit. I was like, can we? We never tried, that probably could. But, and there's not wrong with trailer. Fuck that, I lived in a trailer. I love it, dude. Triller Park trash. I'm proud to say that. I didn't bother me, no. But that's the reality. All that hate, I had to, like, all that haters talk about stuff, it motivates me. That's another sick thing about me. I love

when people tell me I can't.

I love when people say, oh, you

won't. Or they hate, I'm like, you just

fucking buckle up, get some popcorn, get a Pepsi.

I'm going to put you on a fucking show for you.

That's my goal. But show is on. You better be ready.

Because you have to have that mentality or you're going

to fall into what they believe. And, you know, I remember when we left the security

business, we were all in Mexico and all those alarm company guys were like, you know, Ben was

there, he was there right next to me when me and Kevin were talking about doing solar, all the

other guys and they were like, yeah, with that yeah good luck with that okay like they

thought we were clowns they thought Kevin I were gonna be clowns doing this and I

was like bothered I went to Kevin I said you know what I'm gonna piss every one of

these motherfuckers off I'm gonna build the biggest bad of solar company I can't

they're all gonna fucking be, how'd you do the

could I be a dealer? Like that's my goal. Well, it's kind of happened. There's a bunch of one of them companies, you know, one of them's a dealer force now. But that, that, oh, how do you get in the solar game? How do I do it? Yeah, I love you. I'll help you. You gotta love your haters. Let me go back to my mother-in-law.

So in 16, right after 15, Yeah, I love hate. I'll help you. You gotta love your haters. Let me go back to my mother-in-law.

So in 16, right after 15, happened, we went into 16. I've given, sold my house. Everything's

in the company. I'm like, shit, we might be alone. My wife goes, well, my mom might give us a loan.

Hell no, I'm taking a loan from your mom. Hell no! And we had a good relationship, because over time, listen, I'm a forgiving person. She's been a good grandmother. She's a great person. She does a lot of things, right? But I'm a doll so believer of whatever you do, you got to own. If I did you wrong, you can forgive me, but I still got home that shit it just doesn't disappear you know I'll bring it up but I mean

that's what happened so I'm like hell no that's not we're not doing that dude there's no

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