I remember going to tell my dad in the pub the next day and he was laughing at me and I thought I'm never going to have him laugh at me again.

I'm never going to allow that I don't offer him to me again.

It was just before I won the British title, I was driving, oh I might even have been British jumping,

I was driving his nine-year-old punt home, but an absolute banger. I was looking at other fighters and I was thinking,

he's driving the Mercedes-Benz, he's had six six fights I couldn't get my head round it and

it really really started to affect me.

It fucked me really that that was that was a moment where my life

fucking went from being all right to switching and really going downhill

So I make I didn't worry anything he was right not to have it. I think at that point wasn't I was unbeatable I don't think I'm a cow would have been able to beat me back and then I was like I say I was the machine

Realistically looking at what he would have gone through the fights I went through knowing

I was going to go blind I don't think I would it's not worth it is it? Hello and welcome to Boxing Life Stories. I'm Trist Dixon and I would like to just start by thanking you for your response to the Billy Graham episode last week. Billy and I've spoken a couple of days ago and I reported plenty of your

messages back to him and he was chuffed to bits. This week, well while I was up in

Manchester filming for BT Sport and doing interviews with Frampton, Fielding and Jamie Moore.

I was joined by former British and European Lightweight Champion and World Title contender

John Murray.

I cover much of Murray's career including the convincing win over Lee Meager and the loss in New York to Brandon Rios and had the stars aligned,

John would have won a world title during his career.

Now, running the Murray Machine's gym and happily settled down after a turbulent few years

I asked John how he got into training people. After the Rios fight I started

training people to make some money in between like, because I felt a brain scan.

They put in a tumor on the brain.

So I started, money was getting lost.

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