You look at me, I look at you, you kill me slower, I get you through.

Heroin, I'll always come back to you.

Like heroin, I'll always come back to you.

To you.

I'm breaking now on my chin again y'all i cannot believe this keeps happening i don't know what it is i looked it up on chat gbt and it said it was a rise in progesterine or a low

in estrogen what the fuck what i'm over this y'all i don't know if it's just because i'm in my like 20s and my hormones

or i would think that my hormones are spiking the most during my teen years but that's when i had a lot

of back acne maybe it was i don't know but like my chin just keeps on getting this painful acne

also weirdly enough i was on my period like four days ago and right before i got my period i was

hella bloated felt gross and i'm like all right just the pre period blues and and um i was like

whatever like i'm gonna get my period i'll feel like shit and then it'll be better well then post period

i still felt like puffy and bloated and i'm like all right i'm gonna

fucking crash out as i eat a bag of m&m skittles um cheese it's cheetos wendies jimmy johns i've been

low-key bulking and i've been happy as fuck so honestly's like but hey guys how are we not to

fucking trigger us all right when we turn on the

episode sorry sorry guys um i have issues myself that i'm trying to i'm trying to remind myself

when i think about my body and if you don't have any issues with this good you don't want any

and you're beautiful and you're something called healthy. I am healthy, but in my mind,

when I start looking healthy, I'm like, wow, you're not healthy. But I'm trying to remind myself

to think of things for the right reasons. Like when I think about my body and I start crashing

out, I'm like, Sadie, why do you eat so you have fuel so you can move around. So you can have energy. So you can be happy. So you can feel good. Like that's why we eat food. Like, that's not why we need to eat fucking skittles, Eminem's, Cheez-It's Cheetos, Wendy's in one motherfuckin' night. Oh, damn. But if we do sometimes, like, you know what? If that's you know what if that's making us happy that's

making us happy so like pop off queen hey y'all how are you doing okay i might scratch all of that

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