Hey, what's going on guys? You're listening to self-receal on really effing today. We're gonna get a little bit of real talk for you.

As always, I don't know what I did, how it works, but it seems that maybe my failures in life, my experiences,

are seeming to resonate with some of you guys because the share, the support, the love, the messages,

the text messages, it, quite honestly, I'm just not used to it and I really greatly appreciate it.

You know, I love the ability to help people and I think, you know, just these little 15, 20 minute

segments for me, almost like therapy, honestly. You know, I get to talk to you. I feel like I'm talking

to myself. I feel like I'm talking to my kids or maybe leaving something out there in the world

that helps somebody become a better version or helps them through a tough time and, you know,

we were just talking about what we're gonna talk about today and Meddat, I don't know if he calls

himself the producer. I don't know what his job is, the janitor, the producer. He said, I like when I

talk to Enzo and you know, I talked about, I talked to Enzo on my Instagram. I don't know if you

follow me at Mr. Fercel on Instagram. I love the lessons. He said, he loves the lessons that I

talk to Enzo about because I try to, I try to share my emotions and I try to share my experiences

through talking to my son through Instagram, even though he doesn't have Instagram. And it led me

to think like, what was the transition of life for me and what was the, what was like the aha moment

for me and, you know, you have a few of them throughout, you have a few of them throughout life.

And I think that's what you realize, you know, if you're young and you're listening to the,

to the podcast, you know, and you're 21, you think you have life figured out, I'm here to tell you

don't have fucking life figured out. You're 25, you think you have an understanding of what life is,

I'm here to tell you, you don't have a fucking clue what life is. 30, you start to smell a little

bit. 35, I think I started to grasp it maybe a little bit, but now at 39, I think I'm starting to

kind of understand another all little chapters and are important chapters. But for me,

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