Hello everyone, welcome back to Tea with Publicity. I am this time in Aruba. Yup, always somewhere.

When I said eat, pray, love, summer, I guess I wasn't kidding because I literally have been all

over the place and now Jill is like, hey, I want to go to LA next weekend and I'm like, girl, don't pull my arm.

But before I jump into the episode, as you guys know, this podcast is sponsored by Macy's and with Labor Day coming up,

now is the time to shop essentials. They have tons of bathing suits, serongs, sandals, they carry tevas, which you know I sold out.

So I sold them out on the actual website, but Macy's has like a huge selection. They're also running a sale right now, by the way.

So I've linked some stuff on my Instagram stories and I will continue to, but now is the time before Labor Day to get any bathing suits, fluffy towels, SPF, anything that you need to, even like a beach bag.

Sorry, new ideas, just keep popping into my head. But anyway, you could just go to macy's.com or if you want to shop my exact selects, it's macy's.com slash tea.

And again, I've been licking everything on my Instagram story, so you should be able to find some stuff there.

So like I said, I'm in a rumba. And this episode is going to be all about how I don't know what I'm doing with my life.

Like, I just made a tick talk about this very concept. I'll sum it up for you guys. I basically was like, I'm an hammock in a rumba.

And I don't know how I got here and I don't know where I'm going. And this is a very weird stage of life right now because all that certain is work.

Like, I know what my job is. I don't know where I'm about to live. I'm single. So I don't know my husband. I don't know my future kids.

Yeah, I don't I don't know anything like I really wanted to go to LA as you guys know someone in my like close family that I'm really close to is very sick.

And it's just looking like the timing for LA isn't making sense for me, which is like disappointing me more than anything because I still have this deep desire in my heart to go.

But I need to be home to be in your family. I also want to go on an East Coast podcast tour. So that's on the East Coast. I also got this opportunity to host something like on television.

That's on the East Coast in the fall. It's like everything keeps popping up on the East Coast. And I'm like, is now not the time for LA.

So I might not do that. But I also might like, I'm fighting with my landlord over my lease. It went up a thousand dollars. They refuse to budge on the price. I'm not spending $4,000 to live in an apartment where I feel like I've outgrown it like mentally.

And then I'm like, okay, so do I just go straight to Hoboken? So then I could like get a car and be closer to family if I need to go home and like help with my family and help my parents. And then my parents are building this new shore house. So I'll be able to get to the shore quicker and yada yada yada. So I finally start looking in Hoboken. Hoboken's just as expensive as New York City.

I found an apartment that I fell in love with and like my criteria for apartments is this either it needs to be old school pervasion chic like molding those.

I don't know what they're called, but you know those things when they're around like ceiling fans or lighting fixtures in the on the ceiling that are like round and detailed and vintage looking like those molding.

Just like really cool and pervasion chic. That's how I could describe it. That's one thing or I needed to be modern like I want it to look like a hotel room. I'm talking floor to ceiling windows, modern appliances. I want to look like I'm checking in to the W.

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