can we talk something else? can we talk about something else?

Hello out there life is short and the

stakes are high. Some go through but most just die.

Being sorry is fine when it comes to accidents and small mistakes. A child has a fit of anger

and breaks a toy. A parent yells a little too loud as a result. I'm sorry. Yes. Of course

you're sorry it's okay. You know kid we're both sorry. I didn't go so far as to say

that being sorry is good enough most of the time if it's heartfelt. But there's a line

right? I mean we're talking about a parent with child and a toy. But there's a line

right? For a sorry being good enough this whole religious angle when it gets into

a territory of life and death. This angle of forgiveness no matter what has always

run a little hollow for me. If the apologizer is truly sorry then the acceptor of the

apology needs to be truly accepting. Not just doing what they think God wants. And if

you're following me here I mean it's a hot start but if God or whatever is forgiving

and wants humanity to be forgiving then what's the fucking point of any of this? Like

no matter what we do in this life as long as we sit down and think about it afterwards

and decide we're sorry about it then it's okay? No. It's not okay in certain situations.

That way of thinking when we're talking about adult situations is flat childish. Most

what people think of life and its purpose is pretty limp-dicked in childish in my opinion.

We got a bunch of chickens running around doing what they've been told to avoid them their

heads caught off most of the time as adults but anyways I feel it's impossible for everything

to be okay as the result of an apology when you're a perpetrator who has been convicted

of sadistic rape and murder maybe it's just me I don't know because you know no matter

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