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🗓️ 30 July 2023
⏱️ 60 minutes
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People on the verge of a big change, not wanting to let go. And the people who give them the final push.
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0:00.0 | A quick warning, there are curse words that are unbeaped in today's episode of the show. |
0:05.4 | If you prefer a beeped version, you can find that at our website, thisamericanlife.org. |
0:11.9 | From WBEZ Chicago, it's this American life, and I'm Sean Cole sitting in for IRA class. |
0:18.0 | Late last year, I got some not-so-great health news that kind of scared the hell out of me. |
0:22.4 | Basically, I was diagnosed with mild emphysema, lung disease, and two, what they're calling |
0:28.3 | small benign nodules, one on each lung. |
0:31.5 | It's like scar tissue. |
0:33.6 | I'm trying to focus on the words mild, small, and benign. |
0:37.9 | The cause wasn't mysterious. |
0:39.1 | I'd been a daily cigarette smoker for about 35 years. |
0:41.9 | It needs to be a pack a day when I was younger, sometimes more. |
0:45.1 | I'd cut it down to maybe a half or a third of that later on. |
0:48.5 | And I'd been meaning to quit for a long time, but I just never tried to, not really. |
0:53.8 | And now it felt like I had no choice. |
0:57.1 | Before I tell you what happened next, I feel like I should explain what a huge change |
1:00.8 | that was going to be. |
1:03.1 | I always say I started smoking when I was 15, and started inhaling when I was 16. |
1:07.9 | Partly, I just wanted to be like the people in the British TV dramas I was watching on |
1:11.6 | PBS, pulling these perfect little white cylinders out of silver cases that snapped shut. |
1:18.0 | I remember I painted an empty metal bandaid container light blue and kept my salamethals |
1:22.5 | in there, puffing at them in my parents' driveway. |
1:26.4 | In my 30s and 40s, I was the guy in the friend group that always had cigarettes. |
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