Sarah, Sarah, the way free.

Uh-huh.

Sarah, Sarah!

How did you meet your wife?

Yeah, so about a year and a half later, I get a job.

She's beautiful, too.

You guys have three kids.

I mean, I give your wife so much credit because she obviously

you know saw past all that and just yeah i mean that was i mean that was yeah i mean that was

like that was the thing that changed the trajectory in my life is where i i i hid and i run and i and i and i

lied i lied to everyone i met about like what I did

until I would get find out you know I'm like until I get found until I got found out

I didn't I like I don't want to like surrender that information I wasn't forthcoming

about it so I wouldn't tell anyone and then I would get found out so I would try to date

girls and I would get found out and you know the try to date girls and I would get found out and, you know, the irate.

And then, you know, or like, even like working in places, it was like, why didn't you tell me about this? I'm like, why would I? Why would I tell you that? Like, you wouldn't have hired me or you wouldn't want to be my friend or you wouldn't have wanted to date me. And then we we meet and I ask her out and she actually says no which was exciting

to me i was like okay um i'm i'm even more intrigued and um she she agreed to go on a run and we met for

a run and i just felt like super guilty I just felt like man I can't

continue hurting people and I just want to like I just want to tell you like what I've done

and just like get it off my chest because I'm so tired of looking over my shoulder be just

waiting on everything to unravel I'm just like every I'm just waiting to be rejected I'm waiting to unravel. I'm just waiting to be rejected.

I'm waiting to be fired.

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