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Mental Illness Happy Hour

#799 Best Of - Bipolar Psychosis & Support - Haydn

Mental Illness Happy Hour

Paul Gilmartin

Relationships, Sexuality, Mental Health, Society & Culture, Health & Fitness

4.86.1K Ratings

🗓️ 8 May 2026

⏱️ 134 minutes

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Summary

Originally aired in 2015, in this “Best Of” episode the 27 year-old Colombian native shares about his recent hospitalization for Bipolar I psychosis. His girlfriend Rama (who was on the following week) sits in to share what it was like for her, trying to support him.


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Transcript

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0:00.0

Welcome to episode 799, a best of episode with Haydn.

0:05.9

Not the, not the musician.

0:08.4

This episode originally aired in 2015, and I don't know if we've ever done an episode like this.

0:17.1

We've talked about bipolar one psychosis before, but we've never had a partner sit in.

0:25.7

Actually, I take that back. I think there might have been one other one that we did at a live

0:30.7

show, but I think it's a really important topic. And I just remember this being a really

0:36.7

lovely conversation with

0:38.5

Hayden and Rama. I did this one on the road in, I think it was Queens we recorded in. I can't

0:46.2

remember. But yeah, if you're new to the podcast, welcome. I hope you find this to be a place

0:53.0

for honesty about all the

0:54.8

battles in our heads from medically diagnosed conditions, past traumas, and sexual dysfunction

1:00.6

to everyday compulsive negative thinking. This show's not meant to be a substitute for professional

1:06.6

mental counseling. I'm not a therapist. It's not a doctor's office.

1:11.9

It's more like a waiting room.

1:13.6

It's lovely and warm and filled with good people.

1:18.4

The website for this show is metalpod.com, and metalpod is the social media handle you can follow us at.

1:26.4

What do I need to tell you before we start rolling this one?

1:34.5

I guess just an update. Those of you that are regular listeners know that I've been really

1:39.8

kind of struggling mentally lately. I'm still doing the pelvic floor therapy and it's, I think it's

1:51.0

going well.

1:52.5

I usually know that like when I come home from therapy, whether it's talk therapy or some

1:57.5

type of somatic therapy, when I go and sleep a lot, that's usually a good sign

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