You have a hard time getting things done.

I mean the stuff that just, it's like that annoying thing you know you need to do, but

you don't want to do it.

I gotta be honest, I am one of those people that loves to put things off.

In fact, if I don't even see fun in it, it's something I avoid.

And early on in my marriage, I used to laugh because I never made my bed.

I never picked up my stuff.

I never put things away.

In fact, I would kind of destroy things for a week at a time and then once a week I would

go and edit clean.

And it would take me hours to clean and make a bed and change the sheets.

And I wasn't a dirty person like I didn't leave the toilet not clean, but I was one of

those that could never maintain things on the go.

I would do a binge and purge all that time.

And it took me years to figure out that lifestyle, that part of me that didn't know how to maintain

created chaos.

It created this huge, well, this huge dilemma because often I required a major amount of time

to figure it out.

And if my schedule didn't give me the time or I got sick or something happened, then I

couldn't maintain what was in front of me and I got really behind, like severely behind.

And so it took years to try to figure out what was it that I needed to overcome or figure

out.

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