Ah Hey guys. I'm on.

I'm on.

I had to take a bit of a break.

So, I did a bunch of really abstract stuff the last couple times.

And I want to get back to that because I think there's more to develop, but I kind of don't want to push it too hard because I've been thinking this weekend and I think I want to get a little bit more comfortable about moving forward without getting too wacky and too abstract.

At least that's how I'm going to try to plan to go.

Today instead, I feel like,

this is going to be a low-key chill stream.

This is going to be hang stream.

Unless something pops off.

And that could happen.

But I'm going to start chill.

Just the Lazy Monday.

Lazy Monday.

I'd like to start by just addressing a weird thing I've seen people say in the chat here and elsewhere,

that I am on some sort of regime of uppers, like I'm popping pills.

People are naming stuff that I actually don't even know what it is, like monadafil.

I've never heard of that. I don't do uppers.

As a recovering hypochondriac, they're very bad for someone like me because I would just be

waiting for my heart to explode anyway. But anyway, I just want to, if anyone's worried about me, I just want to make sure that there's nothing to worry about.

I'm not on uppers.

Sometimes I just get a little excited.

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