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I'm Dr. Lari Santos, and I'm devoting the new season of my podcast The Happiness Lab to topics that are dear to my heart with people dear to my heart like my mom.

Wait a minute let me put the TV up. I'll be finding out why I personally struggle so badly with perfectionism, stress,

and even sitting still and doing nothing.

But I feel like I'm bad at boredom because you're bad at boredom.

Yeah, no, I didn't do well with doing nothing.

And once I find out why these things affect me so badly, I'm hoping to do something about it. So join me on my journey, wherever you get your podcasts.

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Now, on to the episode. Dark Canyon is a narrow slot canyon that cuts a jagged line from the top of

Payuma Road down toward Montenegro. It's choked with poison oak and brush and

surrounded on three sides by canyon walls at least a thousand feet high. The

terrain all around it is sunny, breezy scrub land, but the cannon itself is cold and dark and almost impenetrable.

So how did my trees get to where she was found in Dark Canyon? Here are some possibilities. My trees entered Dark Canyon from the bottom. My trees entered Dark Canyon from the bottom. My Tries entered Dark Canyon from the top.

My Tries entered dark canyon from the porn ranch. My Tries was alone. My Tries was not alone.

My Tries not alone. My trace was alive. My trace was not.

If we're going to figure this out,

it'll be by process of elimination.

We tried going up Dark Canyon from the bottom a few different times.

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