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Ali on the Run Show

654. The Pre-Surgery Check-In

Ali on the Run Show

Ali Feller

Fitness, Sports, Running, Health & Fitness

4.94.2K Ratings

🗓️ 30 June 2023

⏱️ 68 minutes

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Summary

"I spent my whole childhood obsessing over really wanting boobs. And now, at 38, these two things that I've had a pretty tumultuous relationship with... Once we finally learned to get along, we find ourselves back on shaky ground, and dare I say, breaking up for good?"

It's been about a month since we last caught up. Now, I'm back, walking [messily] through my emotions as I get ready for my double mastectomy surgery on Monday, July 3. I have some updates since that last chat, including the surprising results of my genetic testing (BRCA2 positive, which brought up a whole bunch of feelings), my hopes and plans for the Ali on the Run Show while I'm recovering, and what I'm afraid of right now (everything?).

And from the bottom of my very full, very grateful, very overwhelmed heart, thank youfor the support and kindness. I've been completely floored by the contributions to the GoFundMe, and I will spend the rest of my entire life in gratitude. We've got this.

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0:00.0

Welcome to the Alley on the Run Show. I'm your host Alley Feller and it's just us today.

0:10.4

Me and my microphone and you. So thank you for being here. I know the last time I did a solo

0:16.4

episode it was kind of a lot right? Yeah that was kind of a big one and today I wanted to check back

0:22.6

in because when you're hearing this I will be days or hours away from heading into surgery to

0:29.6

deal with all the stuff. We're going to unpack the fact that I cannot quite bring myself to say

0:36.3

what I should say which is I will be going into surgery having a double mastectomy because I

0:43.4

have breast cancer. Those words I mean I really do in addition to lump elsewhere. I get a big lump

0:50.2

in my throat when I try to say that and yeah you know I got to be able to laugh about some of this

0:54.0

and make jokes. So lump's in my throat, lump's in my boobs. Ha ha ha. No, none of it's funny but

1:00.9

I'm here today to talk through some of it. Thought I would just give you a little update on the

1:05.4

latest since I last checked in. Kind of share some of what I'm feeling, what's on my mind.

1:10.6

And talk about what I think is next for the Alley on the Run Show as I am in surgery and recovering

1:16.7

and then going through whatever comes next. I don't yet really know what that is. I know chemotherapy

1:22.4

is a part of it and beyond that I have more questions than answers. So we're going to catch up

1:29.8

a little bit today. Before we get into it gosh there are so many people and partners and brands

1:35.8

for me to thank. Today specifically I would like to thank new balance for being a long time supporter

1:42.0

of the Alley on the Run Show and of course a good friend to me, a good partner to have. My gosh I

1:48.1

have had. I know I'm very lucky to say this but I have had many many many new balance boxes

1:53.5

showing up at the front step. So I don't know how much I'm going to be running in these next few

1:59.0

weeks and months but I know that when I am I will be well outfitted and my feet will be well

2:04.0

taking care of in part because my favorite shoe officially has an upgrade that you can get your

2:11.3

hands on. I know we've been teasing it for a while but officially the new balance fuel cell

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