Hello and welcome back to the cancelled podcast.

Holy freaking crap because I can't cuss in the first few seconds.

Oh my God!

Oh my gosh.

I fear that this is going to be one of the most important

episodes of cancelled podcast we ever film. You got some stuff? I got I got some

stuff. We got some stuff. We're definitely going to be on this couch for three hours today and

honest to God thank God I need it I love those episodes but can I just get my main

point out of the way really quickly I got a lip flip after all the grief I gave Tana for getting a lip flip and honestly I just wanted to try it one time because I was like what if that's what I'm supposed to be doing instead of lip filler you know what I mean?

It is it is but I will never love it I will never forget being at the highlight room pool

rooftop deck with you and you look at me and you say your lip flip is so stupid

Okay first of all you were bullying me for something else.

I had to just throw something at you

that I knew would hurt.

But I really have loved it over the past couple days,

but I think today's the first day

that I'm like really starting to feel like a little bit like paralyzed by it

So you know what I mean and so I'm looking at myself in the viewfinder and I'm like oh no I keep making these like really strange faces

So please for the love of God just you know skip the comments. Do you have like a toxic relationship with it already though where you like love it but you hate it?

I do I do love it like when I smile when I talk and stuff, but I think something about like,

like she's little, I keep trying to roll my lips together and I can't do it.

There's like one dry spot on my lip and I'm like,

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