good morning good morning happy birthday thank you we are officially

recording on my birthday July 6th everyone put it in your calendars did

Kagan wake you up with rose petals leading to I don't know a beautiful

bathtub and I don't know romance like what what was his morning routine on

the day of your birth he did actually there were rose petals there was a

bathtub we don't actually have a bathtub but he had once installed overnight

right right for this experience we made love if you must know no he's still

asleep and I woke up to I woke up to a dark apartment since I had drawn the

blinds yesterday and had a very you know very dark day in in order to

recuperate from boat day so I didn't want any I just wanted to watch shows and

drink water yeah anyway I digress I woke up I made myself coffee and I

relished in being 31 amazing wow thank you beautiful congratulations on

another year thank you so much truly oh my gosh I just hope I make it through

this day we all are gonna be great it's it's totally fine I think you have

things planned that you like to do it's gonna be you know perfect it's gonna be

low-key then it's gonna be true and then thank God I only have it's 936 am right

now I only have another 14 hours probably together so I think I can do it it's

just I don't even know what to do about my birthday this year I like I want to

do this I want to disappear off the grid sorry we're talking about me no it's

your birthday we're talking about me no it's not too easy for that it is

honestly so tough because you and I are such demons like truly birthday demons

and so I'm just like psyche myself I'm just worrying I'm like you can't have a

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