Welcome to Ghost of a Podcast.

I'm your host, Jessica Lignato.

I'm an astrologer, psychic medium, and animal communicator.

And I'm going to give you your weekly horoscope and no bullshit, mystical advice, for living your very best life.

Em, welcome to the podcast.

What would you like a reading about?

Okay. I'll just read you my question.

Perfect. How do you dream? After being driven to burn out from ambition and goals and quote

unquote chasing my dreams, I found solace from the ensuing nihilism by not having hope,

but instead looking for meaning in the immediate work I do. But it's left me with no clear vision for my future, and it's just not fun.

There's so much talk about staying in the present and also about how queer dreaming and speculative

futures are so important.

Jose Srebón-Munios wrote that the here and now is a prison house, but I feel like the future

can also feel so oppressive by its unattainability.

How do I think and feel a then and there without the desperation to escape the here and now

or the devastation of an unattainable imagined future? Grateful for our year of service.

Your question is so deep. I'm going to pull up your chart quickly, but first thing I'm going to say, it's really funny to ask

a triple Capricorn how to dream because I don't have dreams. I just don't dream. I mean, I dream at night,

but I don't have like dreams. Part of what drew me to your question is, I was like, that's the

craziest thing to ask me of all people. But, okay, that said, you used to have dreams.

When is used to?

How long ago was that?

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