Hi friends, we're starting this episode off with a shot because we have a lot to celebrate.

A lot of things to be happy about and I'm gonna basically run you through.

Why am I holding it like it's my most prized possession?

I'm gonna run you through what the fuck's happened this week because my entire reality

has just broken and the best way possible and I'm gonna literally like relive the week

with you until you all the fucking shit that's happened and then get vulnerable like I always

do and like tell you some other shit but I have to get ready to go out because I'm gonna

go celebrate and also I have to go out because of my cousin's birthday.

So we have a lot of things to cheer us about so we're gonna take a shot like get the pre

game but I have to film a podcast because it's Saturday night so I'm a little late this

week because everything that's been happening that's been so busy so many good things.

I don't have a chaser it's just water so we're gonna have to chase for the fucking prayer

I guess.

Come on God help.

Okay cheers to everything I'm about to tell you about.

I feel so fucking skinny.

Okay let's jump into this.

So my whole life I've always felt like my life has been a gas light and what I mean by

that is like I always have felt like I make so many shifts internally and so much changes

inside of me and I'm just waiting on my reality to catch up and it's been the most frustrating

experience of my fucking life but after this week I feel like my reality is 20 steps

ahead and I'm trying to catch up.

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