Hi friends and welcome back to the SESH. I am Kendall and I'm to know and welcome back to you as well Ken. Thank you. Happy to be here. Yes. I missed you guys too. And it's always weird watching the episodes without me there because I'm always like, oh I would have said this or I want to jump into the conversation. Of course.

I know. But even when I was recording without you there, I kept being like, oh I wish I could get Kendall's opinion on this or whatever. But I mean overall the episode was pretty well received. So I appreciate you guys sticking with me. Really well received. Just us to half of our crew is missing. Sydney missed you too. Sydney's back this week. Yeah, you guys did a great job. It was super super impressed. And yeah, I was kind of bummed out. I wasn't there because I had a lot to say on the TANAs situation. I was pretty fucking pissed about that and definitely had thoughts. But like to know,

I've been going through a hard time, which I feel so weird that every week for over a month now we've been coming on the show saying that and saying that and sometimes I'm like, are we just whiny babies? But I know we're maybe because I'm telling you we were strong people and we really have been going through thing after thing after thing like. Yep. And a lot of it we having gotten into some of it I've kind of shared.

But I had something pretty bad happen to me last week that I'm still emotionally getting over and I do want to open up about it at some point because I think sharing my story will help.

Not only me, but other people as well. And I just need more time to heal before I'm ready to really open up about it. But I wanted to thank all of you who left me such not like such kind.

I just love and comments truly wishing good things for me, praying for me, sending intentions for me. It just was so heartwarming even when you have no idea what I'm going through.

Just knowing how many people care about me and you and all of us. It's kind of wild because you know we don't know you you don't owe us anything.

And it sometimes amazes me that people care so much.

I couldn't agree more. But it's so well said. Yeah, after opening up to you guys about my little health thing last week.

I mean, God, the amount of support and the amount of people stories that I read of people who have lost someone to cancer or no somebody's fighting or some of you were saying you're fighting now like.

It just really touched me and I just so grateful for this community and I'm new to again, like I can't tell you know if my heart goes out so deeply to those who are impacted by cancer because.

Yeah, it's just wild. Yeah, there were a lot of really intense heavy comments coming in and I think it's.

You know, I think when we kind of got the idea of doing this show from the beginning, our first idea was we're going to make this really positive funny show where we're just going to constantly be laughing and filling everyone up and it'll just be your positive space.

I think we even called it like.

Bullshit fest. No, well that was the first idea.

That was the first birth of the show. It was called like bullshit.

Bullshit.

Bullshit. Sash. We're like, all right. We don't want it to just be bullshit though.

We already thought about it. We're like, we actually have some good things to say.

Yeah, I'm like, we're going to be bullshit.

But when we started this, we yeah, I think we called it a positive podcast or something.

I can't remember.

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