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Hi, Bestie.

Welcome to or welcome back to Trying It To Care.

Normally the last Monday of the month, I do an advice session,

but because I missed a week in April,

I feel like we should hold off on that,

just because I don't want to bombard you with Q&A episodes or advice sessions.

So I just thought it would feel better and it would be right to just sit down, chat a little

bit and do this episode. So obviously this past week was the first weekend of Coachella.

And every year, I don't go to Coachella.

And I'm not going to sit here and be like, oh, I don't want to go to Coachella.

Like, I don't care about Coachella. I do. Every single year, I'm like, next year,

I'm going to Coachella. And the next year happens, I don't go to Coachella.

And every year, I find myself scrolling through social media and seeing everyone have the time

of their lives at Coachella, seeing celebrities, influencers, my mutuals at Coachella.

And I have the fattest FOMO.

Every year that Coachella comes around, I just feel so left out and I feel so pissed at myself

for not going. But the reason that I don't go is because it's so much money I have no one to go

with. And that's the thing that I'm hung up on. As much as I want to go and I'm upset that I'm

not there, part of me knows that I wouldn't be having as much fun as I'm making it out to be.

Coachella is so much money. You have to pay for the tickets themselves unless you're

a influencer or celebrity and get to go for free. You have to pay for your outfits unless, again,

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