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The Allusionist

58. Eclipse

The Allusionist

Helen Zaltzman

Words, Entertainment, Education, History, Etymology, Helen Zaltzman, Linguistics, Arts

4.73.8K Ratings

🗓️ 16 June 2017

⏱️ 23 minutes

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Summary

It’s August 2007. Lauren Marks is a 27-year-old actor and a PhD student, spending the month directing a play at the Edinburgh Fringe Festival. She’s in a bar, standing onstage, performing a karaoke duet of ‘Total Eclipse of the Heart’…and then a blood vessel in her brain bursts. When she wakes up in hospital, days later, she has no internal monologue, and a vocabulary of only forty words.

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0:00.0

This is the allusionist in which I, Helen Zoltzman, find language sitting by a well, falling in love with its own reflection.

0:11.0

Coming up in today's show.

0:13.0

I personally did not want to die in the middle of a really boring, really silly 1980s like Power Ballad in like a dingy bar.

0:26.0

Well, we all have our limits and that was Lauren Marx's.

0:32.0

Okay, on with the show.

0:42.0

Words were everything. I mean, I've had just, it was all day, every day on stage, off stage, on the page.

0:50.0

Let's just go back to what happened to you.

0:54.0

Oh, sure. How old were you?

0:56.0

I was 27. In 2007. I was an actress and a director and a PhD student in New York.

1:04.0

And there was absolutely no warning. I mean, I was actually performing on stage when it happened.

1:10.0

I was, I went on stage to perform a karaoke duet.

1:15.0

What was the song?

1:18.0

I was total eclipse of the heart.

1:21.0

Wrong organ.

1:23.0

I know, but it's okay to laugh because I just really am glad I didn't die doing that.

1:37.0

So anyways, I was on stage. I was singing.

1:43.0

And I was up singing the song and then I was down.

1:51.0

I collapsed immediately because it was not known to me at the time, but an aneurysm had ruptured in my brain.

2:01.0

And it was emerging.

2:05.0

An aneurysm is a weakness in a blood vessel in the brain.

2:09.0

It's estimated that one in 50 people has such a weakness, but most will never even know about it.

2:15.0

Only about one in 25,000 aneurysms causes trouble.

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