They were telling me to slow down.

Who's telling you to slow down?

Kenny and Scott, they told me to slow down my paces and shit.

Who in here wants to go fast?

I do.

I run way better fast. I do. I run way better fast. I feel better. My legs don't hurt as much. I run way

better when I'm hot. I'm good. It's way better. My breathing is way

calmer at a higher speed. I don't know how.

Really?

Dude, so my first two miles this morning I ran like an 830, 9 minute mile and I'm like,

I call Pudgy and shit. I'm like, I feel like I'm like I feel fat I feel like me feel like me feel like last year I felt bad I'm like what's going on and then I picked it up was like sprinting up the hill out here, like a 725 and then a 705 like pace, and I'm like, feel way better.

I'm like...

I wonder if that's a thing I think I just think running faster I like

push through like a threshold and like it just I think that's what's happening so

so that's that that's that shit right there where you never know.

You just don't. There's no defining any of it because for me it was like,

I related to bodybuilding, so I'm going to take the bodybuilding trip here and somebody telling me not to do that I'm like well I'm gonna do it I'm

gonna fucking do it regardless because I want to push the envelope and within bodybuilding,

there's so many like negatives because of the drugs

and the brutality of lifting weights,

the things I'm experiencing with my body now like I mean I was

taking a fuck ton of drugs I'm five foot six I should not be 250 pounds squatting

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