Welcome to Ghost of a Podcast.

I'm your host, Jessica Lignato.

I'm an astrologer, psychic medium, and animal communicator.

And I'm going to give you your weekly horoscope and no bullshit mystical advice for living

your very best life.

Danny, welcome to the podcast.

What would you like reading about?

Hi. I'm just going to get into it and read it to you if that's okay. It's perfect. I'm turning 40 this year and might be having a midlife reckoning. I don't feel old, but aging freaks me out. I never imagine I make it this far. And now I'm faced with the wild idea of actually

living the rest of my life. So tell me, how do I age and live meaningfully without just getting

old? 40 and freaked. It's very human question. Very human question. Okay, I got, I got questions

about your question because you know I do.

Yeah, yeah. Ageing freaks you out. How and why? Two things come to mind there. One is history, my family. I grew up. The only child in a house full of older adults, right? I was raised with my mother, my uncle, my gay uncle,

and my grandparents. And the messages I heard growing up was, don't get old. It sucks when you get

old. Don't, just don't do it, you know? And as a kid, I didn't really know how to make sense of that.

The other part was, I thought I was going to be forever 21. I just didn't think about being an

older adult, you know? And I was living my life kind of fast, kind of crazy, having a lot of fun,

a lot of adventure, jacked up my nervous system in a lot

of different ways, traveled internationally. I had a lot of fun, not thinking about the future,

really. And this year, I went to the doctor, and I'm thinking for sure I'm jacked up. Turns out

I'm in pretty good health. Great. Which is wild to me, given the way

that I've lived my life. Yeah. And I thought, okay, I'm in this pitch. I got to live this bitch.

Like, now I got to, I may live until I'm in my 70s and 80s. Or 90s. Or, whoo. Sorry, I had to throw it out there. But literally, yes,

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