The weather. Tomorrow, expect a biting cold front. Hmm, how naughty. I wonder what I'll be

wearing or taking off. The night will be wild and untamed. Expect heavy, lashing rain

that'll soak you to the skin. By Monday, temperatures will rise slowly but surely reaching

their peak in the afternoon.

Not in the mood for miserable weather.

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Hello, missed you real bad.

I pulled myself out the rut, and I'm going to tell you how I did it. I'd be falling in to a bunch but I always dig my goddamn way out I just realized I don't

have my chain on hang on okay now I'm dressed now I look presentable fainty for the camera

but yeah I was in a rut again kind of my thing but I'm excited to tell you what was going on, what I learned. The whole self-love thing, that's a real bitch. And I feel like that's a never-ending process. I don't think it's never going to end. Because a lot of things changed with my view on that. We're going to get there. I'm also going to rant a little bit about how much I just had to pay in taxes for last year. Fuck California.

But also we're going to talk about over giving to people, giving too damn much to everybody,

everything.

Because I was in this rut because I felt like my energy was bleeding out of me.

I felt like I had a wound and I was just like bleeding out energetically. Like my life force, I didn't have nothing for me. I take care of everybody, take care of everything. And I had to take care of me for a minute. So part of my patching up my little wound I had where everything's bleeding out, I had to take care of me. I had to love me for a minute. I love everybody else and look after everybody. But me being offline, I'm not just going to skip over the fact that I ghosted you.

All right? I did. I ghosted everybody. But I had to do it for me. And if you've been following

along this whole year through the podcast and what's been going on. You know when things don't make sense,

you just make decisions and do things because they feel right. Yeah, even though it's like shit

in the moment, but it feels right. Everything made sense when I needed to take this break because

I don't have any contracts that I have to fulfill. I don't have to be online if I

don't want to fucking be online no more. So grateful for that. Two, I don't have any management.

I don't have nobody breathing down my throat and yelling at me that I need to get online. I'm going

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