It almost became a point where I forgot the love that I had for dance and it became a very robotic thing of just got to work, got to make money, booking this job, doing this, doing that. And I realized once the pandemic hit

that I was no longer creating for myself.

So for months I was sad because I was like,

I'm not creating anything.

I haven't created something in so long.

And one day, I don't know how this happened.

I had just ended something with someone, someone I was dating.

And I was wearing one of his shirts,

and I was washing another one of his shirts and we're done and as I'm

doing laundry I'm thinking am I the only one that still holds on to a t-shirt from an x. Hello, it's Light Watkins.

I am your host of At the End of the Tunnel, the Podcast.

And in case you're wondering, why is this called at the end of the tunnel that's such a strange name it's because the guests that I like to feature on this up leading them to their path and their purpose.

And so those are the stories we tell.

It's kind of like, I don't know if you've seen that Batman movie

where the Batman character, Christian Bell,

he's been thrown into this prison in this sort of pit, and it's supposed

to be impossible to escape from this place, but the prisoners work out that the only way you could

potentially escape is by scaling the steep rock wall to a ledge and then you'd have to leap from that ledge to a higher ledge and it's pretty far apart so you could fall to your death but if you could

make it to the other ledge then apparently you could climb out of the pit and so bad

man without the costume he attempts to climb out, but before he goes up he ties this rope

around his waist, just in case he misses that second ledge so he doesn't fall to his death. But as it turns out, he's not able to leap far enough.

And then after a few attempts, he finally works out that in order to make it to the other ledge, he's got to leap without the rope, right, without the safety net.

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