Welcome to Ghost of a Podcast, I'm your host Jessica Lagnado. I'm an astrologer, psychic medium,

and animal communicator, and I'm going to give you your weekly horoscope and no bullshit

mystical advice for living your very best life.

Beverly, welcome to the podcast. What would you like you're reading about?

Hi, Jessica, thank you for having me. So I believe that learning to love and

care for myself is the great work of my life. It's been a long and hard journey, but I feel that I finally got into a really good place with the whole self-love thing.

My problem is that a lot of things to do with parents, my own and others, continues to be a major trigger for me. Like all my work

disappear in an instant and I'm right back to being very nasty to myself and sometimes even

others. So Jessica is there any insight that can be gleaned from my chart around moving on slash pass all of the parental base turmoil?

Now I remember why I chose this question. It's a great question.

And I want to say before we go anywhere else with it is that it is very human to be totally

like you work on yourself, you heal heal you like don't act out you don't

self sabotage whatever it is with friends with dates you know with people like on the

street and then you go home and you fall back into what the

healer Nicki-Sachi calls family trans pattern where you're just you're in this family

trans pattern all of a sudden you're 11 years old again and you have no tools and their idea of you and their

understanding of you becomes this like reality where you feel like you have no agency

aka you feel like a kid right you feel like a kid so I'm really curious

before we like start unpacking you mentioned it's not just your parents, it's other people's parents.

When are you engaging with other people's parents?

Because I'm assuming you don't mean like the people on the street that you mean

who happen to be parents.

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