Welcome to Ghost of a Podcast, I'm your host Jessica Lagnado. I'm an astrologer, psychic medium,

and animal communicator, and I'm going to give you your weekly horoscope and no bullshit

mystical advice for living your very best life.

Jacqueline, welcome to the podcast. What would you like a reading about?

Hi Jessica, I'm so excited to talk to you.

I've listened to you for years and everything that you talk about resonates with me so strongly

and so, you know, my primary identity, the thing that makes me happiest in life is that I'm a mom, but it's also really

fucking hard these days because of all the things. And one of the things that troubles me

is that I am simultaneously trying to provide

a safe, happy, stable childhood for my kids and also trying not to freak the fuck out about the world around

us about how dangerous it is for children in general existentialist fears around climate change, and then just constantly questioning whether I'm up to the task.

I have lots of questions around my own parenting, am I doing a good job, am I the right mom for these kids?

Am I doing well enough to protect them from everything around them and give them these

happy memories?

I didn't have the most stable childhood to begin with. So it's always

been my overriding goal that if I was going to be a mom, that I wanted to be able to give them

a lot of what I didn't have. Okay, this is of course so fucking real and I feel like probably every parent struggles with

this especially now.

I follow up questions and then we dive, okay? And I will say you were born May 14th,

1977 in Bogota, Columbia at 6.20 PM local time. Okay, great. So, questions, how old are your human children? I have an almost

eight-year-old son and he's autistic so that presents certain challenges and I have a four and a half year old daughter.

Congratulations.

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