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🗓️ 5 October 2015
⏱️ 29 minutes
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0:00.0 | From Gimlet, this is Reply All. |
0:07.3 | I'm PJ Motte. |
0:13.3 | Jamie Kayless has had depression for most of her life, but it got really bad a couple |
0:17.2 | of years ago when she was in college. |
0:19.5 | She was diagnosed with bipolar and around that time she started thinking about suicide. |
0:23.4 | She pictured hanging herself. |
0:25.4 | Jamie is a writer and she's used to processing her life through her work. |
0:29.1 | But when her friends would tell her that she should try writing about the depression |
0:32.2 | she was going through, it just made her really mad. |
0:35.0 | It's like other people who were depressed wrote great novels, but all YouTube is lay |
0:39.3 | around and like watch law and order. |
0:41.2 | Like, I don't know. |
0:42.2 | I guess I was in college and I was like in an creative writing program, people would be |
0:45.7 | like, David Foster, well, it should be your icon. |
0:48.0 | Like, he was so depressed and he wrote infinite jazz and that's a long-ass book. |
0:51.2 | Just be like one of the greatest American writers that'll get you out of it. |
0:57.3 | And it's like, if you're not producing art, you're somehow a fat, like you're failing |
1:01.9 | at being a fuck up in some way. |
1:04.2 | It sucked. |
1:05.7 | Her world felt like it was shrinking. |
1:07.2 | She couldn't produce art. |
1:08.2 | She didn't want to see her friends. |
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