Welcome to Ghost of a Podcast, I'm your host Jessica Inyato. I'm an astrologer, psychic medium,

and animal communicator, and I'm going to give you your weekly horoscope and no bullshit

mystical advice for living your very best life.

Riri, welcome to the podcast. What would you like reading about?

Okay, I have my question that I was going to read.

Okay.

I feel like there is some sort of barrier between me and the rest of the world.

I pride myself on being able to be a safe space for people to open up, but for whatever reason I rarely feel securely or consistently held, heard or seen. I have friendships and romantic connections, but they never get to a point of true

intimacy, which I crave. It often feels like people decide who or what I am for them without

making the effort to actually get to know me.

Not even my mother really knows me.

Is there something in my chart that is keeping me from getting close to people, am I truly unknowable?

It's a really powerful question.

And let me just very briefly give you a spoiler.

No, you're not unknowable, but we're going to do a whole reading, don't worry.

But let me just, you know, give you that one spoiler.

And I'm going to show your birthday, right?

You're born May 10th, 1987, 11.50 PM in the metropolis of New Haven, Connecticut.

Okay, I have a sarcastic, it's not a metropolis, but okay, there's a lot of layers to your

question and before we go about unpacking, I want to ask, is there something going on in your life right now that made you want to write this question in right now, or is this more just like a chronic existential issue?

It's a chronic issue. It kind of like comes up

periodically or I'm just sort of like finding myself like feeling super

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