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Cults to Consciousness

4 Former ULTRA ORTHODOX Women from 4 Sects Compare Notes

Cults to Consciousness

Shelise Ann Sola, Jonathan C Rosales

Society & Culture

4.8570 Ratings

🗓️ 27 April 2026

⏱️ 136 minutes

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Summary

We celebrate our 300th episode with a panel of 4 incredible women bravely coming forward to share their thoughts and experiences growing up in various strict Orthodox communities. They compare notes while illustrating similarities and differences between the sects and how they left to find a better, more autonomous life for themselves, and in some cases, for their children as well. Deep dives can be found on each of the women below in their own full length episodes. Listen with caution, this episode is as heavy as it is inspirational and incredible.

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Resource for people who need help leaving Orthodox Jewish communities

Footsteps https://www.footstepsorg.org/

Rights and Religion Forum  https://rarforum.org/


Chavie Weisberger

Watch our initial interview with Chavie

Find and support Chavie!

Website: https://www.chavieweisberger.com/

https://www.footstepsorg.org/

https://bac.bard.edu/


Beatrice Weber

Watch our initial interview with Beatrice

Watch pt 2 here

Find and support Beatrice!

Substack: https://beatriceweber.substack.com 

Linktree: https://linktr.ee/bweber

Website: https://beatriceweber.com/about/


Tee Murrin

Watch our initial interview with Tee

Watch pt 2

Find and support Tee!

IG: https://www.instagram.com/tzivyateemurrin/

FB: https://www.facebook.com/tzivya.murrin.medicaid.planner

https://www.facebook.com/SensibleSeniorPlanning


Rachel

Watch our initial interview with Rachel

Watch our follow up live stream with Rachel


Find and support Rachel!

IG: @permissiontobeyourself 


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Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ 

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Twitter @cultstocon 

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Transcript

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0:00.0

Mine is the only voice.

0:01.4

What have I been doing?

0:03.1

Lay down my autonomy.

0:05.8

After that, it got very dark very quickly.

0:14.2

Hey, everyone.

0:14.9

My name is Shalise Anzola, and this is Colts to Consciousness, where we discuss leaving high demand religions or organizations and finding

0:21.6

healing and independence through awareness and true individual sovereignty. If you're only listening

0:26.6

on those podcast platforms, get your butt over to YouTube because I have four gorgeous curly-haired

0:32.4

ladies who are here to talk about their upbringing. This is our 300th episode. I seriously cannot believe it.

0:39.5

It blows my mind. I can't believe we've been doing this many. That's not even including the

0:43.8

lives. So it's a really big deal. This is our third panel. If you want to support further,

0:48.9

we have channel memberships where we are doing members only live streams. We're doing early

0:53.5

access to some of our videos and some behind-the-scenes content.

0:57.0

You can join for as little as like $4 a month if that interests you to support the show.

1:02.0

And actually, one of the people on today, Javi, she was in our OG set, our bedroom set.

1:09.0

So like three sets ago, she's our top performing video,

1:13.4

1.5 million. Javi, we did our interview with you. I realized on May 1st three years ago. And

1:20.0

it's so interesting the date because I'm actually due with my second baby on May 1st.

1:25.3

So it's like a very full circle moment. So cool to have you back on.

1:30.1

We have Beatrice here today too, who is our third top performing video and a few, a couple

1:35.2

newer ladies who recently were on the channel. So I'll introduce all of them, but I just wanted

1:39.7

to say the significance of today's episode and why I'm so excited. And I think this is a topic that

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