I'm Bob Crawford. I'm Ben Sawyer. And this is the road to now. So, Ben, this is our 10th anniversary, get together. We hope to have another pub. We need to have a public get together at some point. We will. When that time is, when we can do that we will this is the wedding you

know this is the courthouse wedding we'll we'll see you guys all the reception yes we're eloping

so uh i thought you know here i am i'm in paso robles i'm i know i'm posso robles i'm i know i'm

saying it wrong i just imagine that is that oak past oak pass in sp Spanish probis, I think. Oh, I don't know. I don't know. Well, it is a wine place. There you got. Fancy. Showing how the fancy I am with my language. But, you know, I don't sleep on the road. I don't sleep at home. I don't, I don't sleep, which is good for

productivity, bad for probably health, sanity, terrible for sanity. But I thought this is our 10th

anniversary episode, I'm going to shave this morning before we get, and I did not. I just, I am

just ragged. I can't tell, but Bob, I buzzed my beard down last night, like midnight and got shaved and everything. As you can tell by this t-shirt I put on, and the fact that my hair is not been fixed. You know, Bob, we're comfortable with each other now. That's what's happened. We're very comfortable. This is, hence, are eloping. You know, at this age, you're like, I'm 55, you're 45? 47. It gets to a point

where you just can't really do much for yourself. You try to do things, but the hair is thin here,

and it's thick here. And you just, at at some point we're just going to lose control of this

and we're going to but but what i'm trying to say is like i feel like i look haggard but i think

that's representative of the past 10 years we've lived through in this country that's right we've worn

on each other bob we've worn on each other,

Bob. We've worn on each other in the country. It's worn on us. Yeah, we're just worn down.

Aren't we though? But yes, but strangely enough, Bob, stronger than ever. You know,

this is the crazy thing about 10 years of the road to now is that I physically and mentally feel better than I have felt

probably since our third year or something. And this goes, we'll get to this question later.

But on Patreon, we asked for a call for questions. And Christian Jurgensen said, what was,

what was your biggest surprise this last 10 years? And I said, finding out I had cancer was the first

thing I thought. Hell of a surprise. That would be, that's a big one. But it's just crazy. I mean, I'm the only person I know that feels better at 47 and probably felt it like, you know, 41 or 42. But hey, that's not to say, I haven't worn down. I mean, for God's sakes, Bob, talking about missing hair. People have

been like, so when did the chemo make your hair start falling out? And I'm like, well, wasn't that kind of chemo? Right. Yeah, I saw a picture of myself from this angle. And I was like, oh, my gosh, that's, uh, we're getting a little thin up there. You got to do like, uh, You got to do like Big Bill Haywood did, you know, where he always turned his face away from the side where he was like had that messed up eye.

Yeah. Oh. getting a little thin up there you got to do like you got to do like a big bill haywood did you know

where he always turned his face away from the side where he was like had that messed up eye yeah oh

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