Hi friends. Change of drink over here on the side. I got a little piece of wine. I got into the wine thing recently. I never understood it my whole life. I'm like, what is this like obsession people have with wine? I don't get it. If we're drinking, let's get drunk. I'd rather take a shot. Then drink all of his liquid. I guess I grew into it. I'm 27 now.

I like the wine thing. It's nice. But hello. Hi, friends. I have a lot to talk about this week.

My soul's real chatty. There's so much that's been happening and like unlocking. I have a story

about a house that I went to tour by accident and the amount of

synchronicities that lined up you're gonna gag I'm gonna talk about like how I

trust my soul and hear it and like the things that line up with it too and

also like disappointments because it didn't go how I thought it was gonna

went but we'll get there ah okay what do we want to hit first? Let's say performative

personalities. That's something that's been irking the hell out of me is especially performative

masculinity. But people's personalities and when they're being performative, it's one of the most,

like, what is it called off-putting?

And, like, it's the thing that makes me want to push people away the most

is when I see you performing.

And with performative masculinity,

that is running rampant in society.

And I want to bash my head into the wall.

Like, it's not that bad. I want to bash their head into the wall. Like, it's not that bad.

I want to bash their head into the wall.

But for me, my whole life, I think it might have to do with being gay.

And I know a lot of gay people will relate to this and especially women.

All women will understand this and get it.

But I've always felt weird around men. There's only been a couple of men who I've

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