What if I could have won?

What if I could have set the course record?

What if I could have changed the fucking world?

What if I could have made a million dollars?

That is my like, that is my driving force when I make it to these altars or really anything. What if? What is happening? What is happening?

What is happening?

And welcome back to your favorite podcast, The Grandi Podcasts

I'm with Justin Mahaly, and I am joined by Matthew Johnson

Ultra marathon runner and proud Goganite. Gogan. Like many David Goggins is in the house

and we have quite the episode for you guys so

make sure that you tune into this when you are ready for some very intense

feedback and some very intense personal stories as well absolutely phenomenal episode get ready I'll see you inside

there's a part of us that I think never quite grows up from the subconscious layers that were instilled in us when we were children.

And the culture that you grow up in, the environment, your parents' relationships, your friends that you had, whatever the teachers

were like in your school, all of the adults you look up to when you're in that subconscious state

and you're not quite able to draw your own conclusions and have a well thought

out thought process. I find that it just cultivates in everything that we do. I'm

I'm reading the Elon Musk book right now and his childhood was just absolutely awful.

I was literally in my mind I was like it was chaos wasn't.

Chaos.

His dad was a big time engineer and he went to a school where emotional and physical abuse was promoted.

It was encouraged and it wouldn't get stopped.

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