Yeah, I was just like a maniac. I was never going I'm not gonna I should kill myself

I should kill myself. I was just like I'm so sad. I can't breathe. What is this feeling?

I can't stop it and then eventually I was like

Fuck this and like I was like like just like

Manically around my little studio apartment like what do I how do I do I have a knife like how do you kill yourself? Yeah, and I was like

Hanging I hang myself. I have a belt. I'm gonna use that

Shit

Hello everybody welcome to our escaphera skeptic tank. I cannot talk to loud. I mean someone's house

So this is the this is the level you're gonna get is this an okay level?

I'm such a fucking idiot

Hi, I should go somewhere else for this it seems like it's too soft

All right, I'll just try it at this level. I can do it this level. It can be a normal human

Why are you worried about it fuckface?

On today's episode. See, it's not high enough. I would normally go like on today's episode on today's episode I have

Jessica Michelle singleton

comedian funny comedian she's open for me in the past and

She we're gonna talk about suicide one of my favorite subjects in the world is suicide

If you're a long time listener of this podcast you would know that

Ari loves all things suicide

And depression stuff to end drugs and drugs some sports

But suicide's up there. I just think it's interesting the way people try it when they try it

People didn't go through it. They ever showed you the worst story the worst one was my friend Pete

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