Welcome to Ghost of a Podcast. I'm your host Jessica Lignato. I'm an

astrologer, psychic medium, an animal communicator, and I'm gonna give you your

weekly horoscope and no bullshit, mystical advice for living your very best life.

Hello and welcome back to Ghost of a Podcast. This week is gonna be just a

little bit different. It's my birthday and I want to talk about it. As I look

down the barrel of 44 years old, I want to say a bunch of things. The first is

that it's nothing like I thought it would be. I didn't really have the

ability when I was younger to envision my 40s or 50s or 60s and honestly I

still don't. And I think some of that is simply just human. Some of that is

because I've known my whole life that I didn't want children and so my life

was really unscripted and also I've chosen a career path that doesn't have you

know any kind of common trajectory because it is not a common career path and so

there's not been like a sense of how this career of mine would go. It's really

got me to thinking about a lot of things. You know one of them is about

aging as a woman. In this increasingly visual world you know we have social

media and it's all pictures pictures pictures and I have an increasingly

outward facing career and as I grow old in public it really it has made

thinking a lot of things including about the facial deformity that I have and

that I was born with. I was born with something called Tosus of the eye which

means that one of my eyelids I couldn't really open and close it. I like walked

around for the first several years of my life with my head tipped back because

I was trying to see out of my eye. I call it my little eye because it is in fact

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