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How do you think you would handle it?

You know, this is actually something that

me and my wife have talked about before we we've pretty much just said that if like the zombie

apocalypse happens we're just going to kill ourselves so probably not too well are you going to are

there any asterisks to not immediately just like offade yourself?

Or you're just like, as soon as it happens.

I don't know.

It's hard to, it's hard to think about because it's like, okay, so here's what I have a,

I have a whole philosophy about the like dichotomy of surviving and living, which is actually

I think like a topic that a lot of zombie stuff covers, where it's

like, I don't understand what the, what the drive, you know, maybe if it came to it, maybe the

will to survive, like actually, once the time comes to it, you're like, whatever, I'm going to

try and live. But it's like, what is, what is staying alive just to stay alive doing for you if you're

not actually living?

If you are constantly scared at every point and having this round, and there's like no chance

basically of going back to, you know, a life later on and where you can just kind of enjoy the beauty.

Like what is living just to live?

Like Selena and 28 days later when she's asking Jim, it's like, what are you going to do?

There's no more books will be made, no more movies will be made.

And at the time, I was like, I don don't know maybe one of you guys will have a

song in your heart and you'll write some music together that'll be the first new music album I think the

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