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This Is Actually Happening

261: What if your mother was a victim of a secret government experiment?

This Is Actually Happening

Wondery

True Crime, Tiah, Documentary, Society & Culture

4.69.9K Ratings

🗓️ 17 January 2023

⏱️ 59 minutes

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Summary

A woman learns shocking truths about what happened to her mom when she was young, while caretaking her mentally ill father and grappling with revelations that haunt the family forever.  

 

Producer: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits

 

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Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic abuse, sexual abuse, explicit language

 

Intro Music: ""Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere

 

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If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources:

 

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 

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Transcript

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0:00.0

This is actually happening, features real experiences that often include traumatic events.

0:04.2

Please consult the show notes for specific content warnings on each episode

0:07.6

and for more information about support services.

0:17.6

I just felt scared all the time, no matter where I was, especially in my house.

0:22.8

I would just feel it in my body, this fear of just your emotional safety,

0:27.8

just feeling scared and not safe in my skin.

0:42.4

From Wondry, I'm Whit Missaldine. You are listening to this is actually happening.

0:48.1

Episode 261

0:58.4

What if your mother was a victim of a secret government experiment?

1:07.6

I'm Zoe. I own Mockenbrass, which is an upcycling home-wares business,

1:13.2

and this is why I switched to Shopify.

1:16.0

One of my biggest challenges was the lack of support when I really needed it,

1:19.6

and it would always slow down the momentum of my business.

1:21.9

With Shopify, I could get hold of a real person quickly,

1:24.8

and not only would they solve a problem I had,

1:26.8

they'd also give me the tools to feel empowered moving forward.

1:29.8

I felt like I didn't even know who my customers were.

1:32.2

Thanks to Shopify analytic tools, I feel more confident with the products I'm creating

1:36.9

and the sales are actually reflecting that.

1:38.8

With Shopify's theme editor, I can easily share elements of who I am in my shop

1:43.1

and have full control of how my brand is represented.

1:45.8

I spent nearly seven years on other platforms,

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