Welcome to Pick Me Up, I'm scared. The podcast. I'm your host, Madeline. And I'm your co-host, Kenna.

Okay, Kenna, today I wanted to ask you, were you ever suspended from school growing up?

No, I was a good girl. Okay, but, okay, here's the thing, though,

everyone thought I was bad because I was, like, goth and hung out with, like, all the bad kids

or, like, was, like, in a metal or, like, I did, like, I was no, I was honestly, like, probably

way better than, like, the youth group kids who were like supposedly

like all the good kids. But like I got like good grades and was good in school.

And but everyone thought I was bad, but I was good.

I see. Yeah, yeah, yeah. That makes sense. Everyone where I grew up kind of similar, kind of

different. They all thought, um, I was like heavily involved in meth use because I was so skinny.

Yeah. And then like I remember in high school, one of my friends, older sisters, told her parents I wasn't allowed over at their house

because I was clearly just on meth all the time. But I just, I have ADHD. So I just am very,

very hyper and very, very small and like, e, skeletor.

And then, you know, she had this whole, like, sit down with a family, and she was like,

Madeline can't come over.

She's clearly addicted to drugs, which even if I was an addict, like, what?

That's not the way you handle that situation, right?

It's terrible.

It's, like, fucked up. up that's like not how you treat people who are struggling with health care issues but whatever so um

then one day i went to my friend's house because she told me this happened and her sister answered the

door and she was like what are you doing here and i was like oh i think i left like my meth pipe here

last week and then she just looked and you like what the fuck i knew it and i was like it's a joke but yeah um

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