Hi friends, so for this episode I want to talk about some of the things that I've recently realized when it comes to making changes and

Changing your life and everything that has to do with that and y'all it's fucking annoying

I'm just gonna let you know like what I've been realizing the past couple of days week two weeks is

a lot to take in and of course what am I gonna do when I realize some new shit

I'm not gonna make myself with the only one dealing with it. I'm a throw it at y'all too. Now we all get the suffer

Now we all get to have this awareness and not know what the fuck to do about it

Not really this is this is just gonna be really good stuff and things that are gonna help you make changes if you want to make changes

And if you feel like changes are happening. This is how to make them start happening

And if you want a different life, this is the shit you need to know and I'm not talking like major life changes

Even though I'm about to run away like I'm about to do a major life change and abandon my full life, but this stuff can be used for everything

So I have no plan from this episode. I'm gonna just shoot my shit and just see where it leads me

But I'm gonna start off talking about this big realization I had when I hit

300,000 followers on TikTok I

woke up and I saw that I had 300,000 followers and I was like

cool

Like I really just didn't give a shit like I just genuinely couldn't have cared less

And I was like something's off like why do I not give a fuck like this is huge

This is like a big thing and why am I not excited like I wasn't mad at myself for not being excited

I just looked at myself and I was like hang on so why am I not excited?

Why do I not seem to give a fuck and why do I feel numb like I felt just very numb to it

I'm like okay cool. It's a thing like there's 300,000 followers on that account cool

Like I just some very like unimpressed and I really it wasn't that I was unimpressed. I more just felt numb to it

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