249: Through The Portal

Bledsoe Said So

Spirituality, Philosophy, Society & Culture, Religion & Spirituality

4.7 • 539 Ratings

🗓️ 6 May 2026

⏱️ 54 minutes

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Summary

As a new father, Ryan opens up about his recent, challenging childbirth experience, sharing the emotional depth of the moment and the lasting impact it’s had on him. He and Alex explore the phenomenon of reality and perception, question the limits of free will, and reflect on “angels and demons” as symbols of inner conflict and moral tension.

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0:00.0	Weird things happen in the backyard of the Blitzow House.
0:09.0	This is so weird.
0:12.0	Wow. Welcome to Bledso said so guys.
0:29.4	I know that you haven't missed any episodes, but this is my first time recording in like over a month.
0:37.1	And, yeah, it's been a hard month so today
0:41.0	my son is exactly one month old he was born on march 28th at 206 p.m and um yeah it was it was nuts
0:53.4	actually it was completely traumatizing and i wasn't sure how much i wanted to
0:57.7	talk about that if if at all but i feel like i mean i guess it's worth talking about a little bit
1:02.8	but um yeah it was it was just really messed up we thought he was going to die and um basically you know for for nine
1:15.1	months we had a very normal very problem-free pregnancy with no issues nothing to worry about at
1:22.9	all and then we get there and uh you, water breaks in the middle of the night.
1:28.7	We rush to the hospital.
1:29.8	We're all excited.
1:30.4	We're all freaking out.
1:32.1	And she labors for like almost 12 hours without really progressing.
1:37.6	And then it hit a certain point where his heart started dropping to really dangerous levels.
1:44.1	And they lost his heart rate a few times.
1:47.1	A bunch of people burst in the room and it was like an emergency and we were freaking out.
1:51.2	And then they had to wheel her back there and cut him out right away.
1:56.3	And, you know, it was very scary and very traumatizing.
2:00.7	And I definitely had PTSD for. you know, it was very scary and very traumatizing.
2:05.5	And I definitely had PTSD for three days.
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