That's like better.

All right y'all, so it's really dark, and I don't think I feel like...

You'll put this one on.

Okay, that's a lot better.

I don't feel like, um...

I don't feel like, um...

I don't remember what I was gonna say.

Anyways... Oh, guys. I don't feel like, um, I don't remember what I was going to say. Anyways,

guys, I was packing up my stuff.

I was really cleaning up my closet and, um, you know, I mean, there was so much stuff I've

already given away.

I've given away so much of my clothes

and like bringing these bins downstairs and taking down the pictures on the walls and i'm like man

i'm going to have a downsize even more my new smart is my new spot is very small but it's what i need right now and so i was like well maybe i'll get a

storage unit but then i was like if i have a storage unit it's not ever going to see me it's

never going to see me so i don't really know if that is the point um so then i just was like, oh, I want some candy. And y'all know, I haven't really been eating candy like that. I've actually kind of been avoiding it in a way, just because I knew that I used to eat candy so much. And I just try not to have it in a house as much. So I've been eating fruit instead. Even today, when I went to Whole Foods, I had gotten some desserts that were a lot more healthier, but it wasn't candy.

Anyway, I felt for some candy, but I was like, let me take my dog out. So I was like, well, let me just, maybe i'll go drive somewhere and get some candy so i took her

walk in and i drove to the gas station played some chill hop because chill hop is very chill for me

and before i left to leave i was just sad and i was just like dang like i think me packing up my

stuff different moments i get sad because i'm just like, dang, like, I think me packing up my stuff, different moments, I get sad

because I'm just like, fuck, like, did I fail again?

Because that's what it feels like sometimes.

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