Well, I don't see the point in waiting longer, so let's see the point in waiting longer, so let's bring her out.

The Star Attraction, the one you came to see, ladies and gentlemen, the one the only

Ms. Judy Gold.

So, 17, you're everything, and then you get raped at 17.

Who do you tell first?

I, and tell me if I'm over asking you anything.

I believe if you don't talk about shit, you know, it's

silence is death. No, I've been I was just starting to kind of write about this chapter in my life because I've been trying to like write a book right now right and I was thinking I think it was a friend she wasn't like she was like one of my best friends not like she wasn't like she didn't have like the title of my best friend

but she was like my closest friend that I thought maybe like had some kind of like sexual

experiences most of my none of my best friends that had a boyfriend or anything

but did you have a boyfriend at the time I did okay that's who it was okay that's

so I remember I told her and she like I didn't use like the word I just told her what happened right and she very much had that reaction of like

You know that doesn't sound like,

Kim, are you sure?

Like, you know, kind of, and I immediately like backtracked very hard

and was like, yeah, no, no, no, no.

And then I kind of, I well I mean really the first

person I told was him because he he sort of we had there was a moment of him being like did I do that and me being like yeah and him being like oh and him feeling really bad and and he felt it was like the classic kind of guilt

trip of like he felt so bad that then I... Oh of course but I appease him right like

the abuse wife. I feel guilty for feeling yeah I'm appease him, like the abuse wife.

Like I feel guilty for feeling like ever.

I'm like, oh, n, he's like, oh, I'm a monster, I did this.

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