The SESH podcast, episode 233, take one.

Hello, everyone, and welcome back to the SESH.

I'm your host, Kendall.

And I'm Jonellelle and we're joined by crawling

Sydney as usual. Hello ladies. And today we have actually we have a great episode for you

guys. We have a lot to talk about. There's loboos on my brain. I have more to say on that.

La boo boo boo boo. Yeah. It's a, boo, boo, and we're living in it.

Correct.

Anyway, before we get into it, I know we've had a lot of tougher moments, tougher episodes lately.

We've had some tough conversations, and Janelle has had something.

God, I'd say, like, just the worst month ever. It's been rough for a bit. I'll explain. Yeah. I think it's just we should, yeah, I think we need to acknowledge. People want to know. Like people have questions and it's just time. Okay. So, um, this has been, this actually happened several months ago, but I didn't want anyone to, I don't know, I just wasn't ready to talk about it yet. And I kind of just wanted to let the dust settle personally before I get into it. Um, I am no longer engaged. And I, yeah, like I said, it happened a couple months ago. And I know that people, like I've seen some speculation, because obviously I was engaged for multiple years. And I've also, kind of been keeping it up on like social media

just because again, I don't know, I've just kind of wanted to keep it private to myself for now.

Just wearing the ring too so that, you know, people can't figure it out. Yeah. But yeah,

I don't really want to go in too much of like my personal reasonings as to why I'm no longer

with my fiance anymore. And, you know, I still have very a lot of respect for him and a lot

of love for him. And, you know, I wish him the very best,

obviously. Um, but there was, it's been a couple months now and, um, we've been separated for,

or I guess broken up because we were never married for a while. And, um, yeah, now that I've kind of like had some time to be single and just

like, I don't know, I guess kind of figure out who I am as a single gal, if you will, I figured

it would be good to come on and talk about it with you guys. Um, and actually, at this point, I was like, should I tell them?

Should I not? Because there's more of this story. And I was like, I don't know. I was about to not say

anything, but I also kind of just want to like rip the Band-Aid off at this point so that I don't

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