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Welcome to another episode of the Blessed and Bostup podcast.

For this episode, I'm going to run something back real quick.

Like, I'm going to repost an episode, but the reason why I'm reposting this one is because I need it.

This is an episode where I remember when this one originally came out.

A lot of y'all were messaging me.

Like, dang girl, why you have to read me like that?

And honestly, I read myself because I fall into the category of who I was speaking to in this episode.

And I need this episode in my life right now because if I'm being I'd like to be transparent on this on the show because.

That's what it's all about, right? I want y'all to understand that I may come on here with these powerful messages and messages and God may speak through me on this platform and really hit home with a lot of things like I see all the messages and reviews on how this show has changed lives, but I really want y'all to understand I am a human being.

I am no different from any of you guys I'm trying to figure this thing out and navigate life and navigate life doing life guys way and the things that come along with that.

And so I wanted to post this episode because I needed like I'm in a position I opened up a bit a couple of weeks ago about how my grandmother was in a hospital.

And so it's literally right when we wrapped up that episode.

My mom called like I was just I was in the car leaving my office my mother called and we got the word the doctors on the phone and my grandmother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer.

I've been devastated over the last couple of weeks.

I told you guys that I have like this list of things that make me happy so you may see me on Instagram like cooking and taking pictures and stuff like that.

Like I know how to find those things that keep me happy and keep me centered.

But I've been struggling emotionally because like I said before just the strongest person I know is sick.

And she literally went from being 100% independent like my grandmother was working up until the pandemic because she she's a teacher she was working up until the pandemic and school shut down.

And so she went from being 100% independent to now needing around the clock care and to just the person that I see and when I look at pictures is so different.

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