214 MINI EP: I Cut The Narcissist Out Of My Life

Dear Little Me

Dawn Chitty

Self Help, Self Improvement, Relationships, Personal Journals, Self Esteem, Depression, Healing, Health & Fitness, Women Podcast, Trauma, Emotional Abuse, Ptsd, Mental Health, Anxiety, Childhood Trauma, Narcissistic Mother, Society & Culture

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🗓️ 20 February 2024

⏱️ 4 minutes

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Summary

Dawn shares a mini episode about how, after a lifetime of abuse, Natasha decided to put herself first. Natasha had been emotionally, physically, mentally and verbally abused her entire life by a cruel, toxic, narcissistic mother, and yet Natasha still felt bound to care for her. She had been conditioned so deeply to do so. Natasha had been trained to be her mother’s carer, her servant. She tried to do everything for her mother, receiving only abuse in return. Eventually enough was enough.

This full episode is available in episode 124 on Apple https://podcasts.apple.com/au/podcast/124-a-toxic-mother-and-going-no-contact/id1533741808?i=1000598293296 and Spotify https://open.spotify.com/episode/3Odl5BJnxT1HPFSNoESCe0?si=51cd9f58aa2f4d77

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0:00.0	Hey guys, it's Dawn. I want to share some mini episodes with you each week to give you some bite-sized
0:07.6	insights into how to heal, new ways to think. Truth bombs, choices you can make for yourself I want to encourage you on your
0:17.6	healing journey I want to help you to see through these beautiful shares more of the truth and give you even more
0:26.7	inspiration to heal. I believe in you, you can do this, so here is one of our mini episodes. I hope it's helpful. Take a listen.
0:40.0	All of this abuse manipulation and you've still been there to look after her.
0:48.0	A lot of people would have walked away a long time ago.
0:51.0	Yeah, I'm a battle with that. That's my embarrassment too. Like I battle with that and I'm like, did I do the wrong thing? Like,
0:59.8	should I have left a long time ago? Because there was a lot of trauma.
1:03.7	You know, at one point, I mean, she was,
1:05.8	she pricked me with needles at one point
1:08.4	and tried to, this was very early on, like,
1:11.3	I mean, she tried to this is this is
1:14.4	until like she tried to drown me at one point in the bathtub.
1:18.6	When you were little I was like toddler and it triggered her because I wasn't eating a lot and I I think I just was a kid with no appetite and I also was a very sensitive kid that I always saw her so angry and you know when you're angry you lose your appetite I mean when when you're tense I mean, when you're tense I mean, yeah, absolutely. I see some anger around me like I'm like I'm like, I'm going to eat now. I see some anger around me.
1:44.0	I'm like, I'm like, I'm going to eat now.
1:46.0	So, you know, and I was in the tub and she saw how skinny I was,
1:51.0	and it sent her off in the tension.
1:53.4	Like she was just like,
1:54.9	you're not eating, you're driving me crazy,
1:56.9	you're not eating, you're driving me crazy.
1:58.5	And she dunked me in three times.
2:01.3	No.
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