To the black guy who tips podcast I listen because of Rodin Karen our hot hmm are you in

Sanjay alright my father asked we're fine I said well actually we've been having a rough

go of it lately nothing catastrophic but things have been strained rough times can be

worked out he said maybe if your mother had understood that I know I think so too I said

but that's not why I'm calling it's my stomach then he said no well sort of I've been

thinking through this all morning but as these things go the conversation that been so

much easier in my head that I know you don't want me to worry about your health but I'm

your daughter I'm going to worry and the more you keep me out of what's going on the more

worried I'm going to be I see he said I waited for him to say something else and at the

few seconds he did I wasn't really thinking about it that way you and Nick are so busy I don't

want to take up all your time I want you to take up my time I said and suddenly tears

were well in in my eyes that's why I'm trying to tell you what I'm been what I've been trying

to tell you for years now though maybe I just wasn't direct enough I know you're a private

person I'm not he protested you are and that's okay I'm not asking you to be something you're

not I don't want to drag you to family therapy or make you tell me all your secrets or whatever

I just want you to call me sometimes I call he said no that I said quietly you really don't even

on the kids birthdays and I know Sanjay called you last year to remind you about mine hmm he said

I wiped the corners out I wiped the corners of my eyes I know you like your life in Florida I'm

glad you and Anita are happy but I would be it would be nice if you invited us down there

sometime or came here or anything we could even do video chat so the kids can get to know you a

little better a tear splash down to my desk so I can get to know you better Penelope he said

roughly I sniffed I'm here that he said nothing for a very long time and then he said it's going

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