In the end I did just reach a breaking point where I thought I can't live with this anymore and I tried to write my farewell letter which was really just to my mom in apology and I was I worked at this road I was going to drive off and I owned a van so I was right at the windscreen you know you sit right at the front of the van I was all set to do it and in tears and trying to

scribble this letter but I was just so distraught that I couldn't write it properly and

then the phone rang and I don't know why I picked it up because I normally don't pick up

and like numbers I didn't know I'd let it go to the message bank and it was just this really chirpy voice

hello is that brawny?

I'm like, yeah, who's this?

I can't remember her name.

And she was from a health insurance thing,

offering me ambulance insurance.

And my number was silent. I hadn't given it out to anyone I'd protected it for

years I'd always sort of been really private in my personal details and here's this woman

just ringing out of the blue and reminding me that,

oh, I might not actually succeed in killing myself, I might actually need an ambulance

and be even worse off.

Then I just thought, okay, I don't want any ambulance insurance.

Hey friend, welcome back to the Light Watkins show I'm Light Watkins and I have

conversations with ordinary folks just like you and me who've taken extraordinary

leaps of faith in the direction of their path, their purpose, or what they've identified as their mission in life.

Today, I have a bite-size plot twist episode for you. A plot twist is a shorter clip from a past episode where the guest

shares the story of a pivotal moment in their life trajectory and the idea behind sharing their plot twist is to inspire

you to lean into those plot twists when they happen in your life because usually

when you get turned around from what you thought

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